Setting up this website and blog IS part of my story and so I have included the steps and what has been going on inside of me. The NOW. That is where God is. I can’t change the past--though I can share it; the future is yet to come. All I have is the moment I am now in. I choose in that moment. If I choose this, I necessarily do not choose that. The choices that I make will form something in me and reveals what is important to me, what is resonating in my heart today. God is in the process. In fact, I believe that He is more interested in process than outcome. As I ponder this the anxiety dissipates and is replaced by awe and wonder. This thing He has called me to do is changing me; causing me to focus on what I believe and allows me to see the disconnects in how I behave.
“I am thrown back on You, Oh precious One. I give you my nothing today in exchange for your everything. It is Christ in me, the hope of glory.”